There’s a monster here. It comes every now and then. It is annoying and it is so disturbing. I hate the monster but I can’t help it. It comes from the inside and it affects the outside. It likes to come at night and it robs my sleep time. It cost me tears and puffy eyes. It likes to cooperate with its others. Its others; however, comes from outside to the inside. Those ones cost me health and happiness. Heartache and frustration are the side effects. No one can get rid of this monster besides me. Its friends may come but they are not as destructive when they do not come together with the monster. Monster comes and monster goes. It likes to play hide and seek and it is very good in seeking. Monster can be transformed to non-monster by two things. One thing is good and one thing is not so good. The not so good one kills expectation and ambition and mind. It definitely will transform the monster but it will also transform colorful life to grey life. The good one keeps the color alive and adds natural color. Monster will then also become natural and it will blend to life. It does not go but it is no longer a monster. It will become a non-monster. So after seven consecutives night of watery eyes, I become sick of the monster and want to say goodbye. I choose the second path but I need a powerful assistant. This powerful assistant can only come if I allow. Monster and its friends like to distract me so that I forgot to open the door. But fortunately, the powerful assistant likes knocking. He knocks here and there, kicks this and that, so that I would remember again. The door has opened and the monster has slowly turned to non-monster… and that is how the story ends …for tonight. | 
